until my 30th birthday and I am kind of freaking out - I was supposed to write this post yesterday or at least last week and scheduled it to post yesterday, but I have been on go and have not sat down to reflect.

Of course, Collin lets me know almost EVERY day, I am about to be 30 - my uncles yesterday decided it is time to marry me off - and my little cousins are on my back to have some children already. Sheesh! What is a girl to do?!

Everyone around me is loving this new phase of their life, so in these last 6 months I plan on attempting to release this anxiety - because I am just one more year older, right?! Not a big thing at all - I think if I prepare myself I will be more ready to accept it when my time comes. I am going to tackle my 30 before 30 list and just have fun and learn to go with the flow.

There will also be some changes implemented this week to make me feel fresh - if you know me, then you know what this means - otherwise, stay tuned - I may have pics to share tomorrow with a new change. ;)